since i was born i started to decay

the Twins are here and they did not bring Adrian. oh, I am so torn apart. *snerk*

they did bring Liam and Arick though. and I do have to say, it's been too long since we've seen them.

so, Kr0w and Cricket are getting along really well. which is very good, because I was worried. you know, what with how bff's act when their bff-status is threatened. or, seemingly threatened. because no one ever could come between me and my Kr0w. ever. they would die trying.

but Liam! and Arick! they're here and it's pretty goddamn awesome, especially since Ghost had never met either of them before. and they're awesome. everyone needs them in their lives, in my opinion. ...though I'm sure some people would beg to differ, at least when it comes to Liam.

the Twins are going to make me some awesome new clothes, and I need to talk to Mack about it, but I think they should make him something too. maybe something to match mine. oh god, how cute would that be?

Zack's birthday is on Tuesday, by the way. I need to remember to get him something. even though he and Candy are going to see Cobra Starship. ohhhh Gabe. (he's gonna get them high.)

I have a lot of shit to do though, so I need to cut this short. we need to decorate and the Twins and Liam and Arick are going to help. they're staying until after Halloween and we're going to have an amazing party.

.end.

you are all big homo's and I love you for it.

thought I'd throw that out there. yup.

Ian and myself went shopping the other day and got new clothes. I got more pants because I always need more pants. pants are wonderful things and I will never have enough. I got a new pair of platforms too. they're bright green. and they match my eyes.

um. have I ever mentioned Cricket? I can't seem to recall. either way, I have news about her. she is no longer in my head, but in a body of her own. and that body has fabulous boobs. she's only slightly insane... or maybe a lot more than slightly. and she's convinced herself that she and Ian are together, which is laughable, really, considering he's one of the biggest fags I know, and has a gigantic crush on this crazy-vegan, straight edge guy whose name eludes me at the moment. we're all hoping she'll grow out of it.

the Twins are coming to visit again and they're bringing some of their bitches along for the ride, so they say. they wouldn't specify which "bitches," but I'm thinking that means Adrian. and um. ahahaha. things could get interesting with that whiny fucker around. I almost hope they are bringing Adrian, just so I can watch the circus that unfolds itself when he attempts to talk to Ghost or Zack. they'll tear him apart and it will be wondrous.

speaking of Zack. he's having a bitch-fit about Nine Inch Nails tickets being ridiculously priced. and he's also gone more crazy than I thought he could. I blame Suika. fucking Shinigami.

except I love him to death. oh, fuck. he's very sweet for a god of death. and he even let Nakir teach him how to make pancakes.

.end.

it's been a long time since I've updated, huh?

hmm. well, me and Ian are no longer together. we work better as friends than as a couple. it's a pity we refused to acknowledge it before now. but we're still friends, and we're still planning on going on that trip.

the apartment has acquired another room mate, as it goes. he's a bunny. and I named him Aki-chan. let's see if anyone catches that.

um. hmm. nothing really exciting is happening. Mack worked on my tattoo, so that's pretty badass.

Zack has a Death Note lol. I made him write my name in it, just out of curiosity, and it didn't do much. my heart stopped for like an hour. not that I really need it beating anyways. but it's kind of hard to pass for alive when you have no blood moving through your veins and your skin feels like marble. Suika thought it was all very amusing. I think he and Ghost are frighteningly alike. I don't know what that says about Ghost, being like a Shinigami, but. do you see what I live with? Zack (with a Death Note. the difference is very important to distinguish), Suika (the Death Note's original owner), a vampire just as (if not more) insane as me, a slightly psychic thing who isn't really sure what he is, and a fuckton of pets. and um, anyone else who decides to wander in and out of this place.

no wonder I'm insane.

okay, that's such a lie. XD these guys aren't the reason I'm insane, Joshua is. the whole 'being-turned-into-a-vampire' thing fucked with my head a bit a lot.

I'm gonna go do stuff now.

like bother Suika.

.end.

earlier today I discovered something about Ian that I didn't know. which isn't that surprising, considering we've only been together about nine months. but it was still a bit of a shock. (also, wow, NINE MONTHS. I didn't realize that until just now. kinda fail of me.) back to my point. his right leg is prosthetic. it's kinda hot. well, to be honest, really hot.

his leg isn't covered, so it's just a bunch of wires and metal. I asked him why he didn't have it covered, because it would look just like a regular leg if he did, and he said he liked looking like he was part machine. which is totally awesome. he's so amazing. also, he said he left it like that because it looks almost like automail. it's pretty fucking badass. you have to see it.

OH! AND! FRIDAY IS THE 13th! aren't you excited?! I AM! PLANS FOR CEMETERIES AND STUFF! MACK, YOU LAZY WHORE, YOU SHOULD COME WITH US.

anyways. I know I keep promising that I'll update more, and then I don't. but seriously, I've been busy. I mentioned before that The Twins were coming. Ian got along better with Trevor than Thom. probably because Thom is a whore. it's why we love him though. but you know, Ian and his morals. can't blame him too much.

it was nice seeing them though. it'd been a while. I'm sad they went back, but they said they would send my love to the rest of the crew in the Quarter.

maybe me and Ian will make a trip sometime.

.end.

what's up, bitches?  there isn't much to report here.  I'm hopefully gonna see Mack at some point in the near future so he can stick inky needles in my back.  mmm ink.  there's this tattoo place around here called Ink Spot and I really, really think that's a brilliant name for a tattoo parlor.  I laughed about it for an inappropriate amount of time.  ask Ian.

hmmm, what else, what else?  the weather has been nicer than normal.  that's been nice.  I'm really sick of snow.

The Twins may be visiting soon.  Ian's never met The Twins.  this should be fun.  (also, GLEE!  TWINS! I've missed them, if you couldn't tell.)

so did anyone else get the new Panic! at the Disco album?  does anyone else want to fuck the shit out of Ryan Ross' voice? 

Elisabeth is getting married.  MARRIED, YOU GUYS.  THIS IS EXCITING STUFF.  Zack is going to the wedding.  I'll totally help him get ready for it.  I like playing dress up.

I think that's all the news I have.  told you it wasn't a whole lot.

I'll try to post more often, but I'm so busy, oh my GOD.

.end.

I've got a new icon. ogle over it's awesomeness.

if you don't get it, you clearly fail at life.


.end.

hellooooo. I am aware that I practically fell off the face of the Earth as of late. but I'm back!

anyone miss me? I totally missed you.

I have nothing exciting to say. unless you want to read about graphic displays of sex and violence. sometimes at the same time.

.end.

Zack, Krow, and myself made a snowman today.  we named it Bob. then we killed it.  it made me feel artistic. and no, I can't imagine why.

how was your snow-filled day? anyone? aaaaaaaanyone? I know I can't have been the only one to play.

.end.